Alone, Bright, Shout!

I can only hope my faith in life will bring me good, so I say carpe diem!

I will never stop believing, I scream for pure love, I will capture illusions along the way..

I let my fake eyelashes wear off this time, and continue to be alone in this bright world, where I can only continue to shout for happiness!

There is nothing left of me, black holes and chapped lips

Spare me the lies..I beg on my knees every silent night, I cry

The heartbreak, I am misfortune he said, No! I held my head up high

Clouds escape me, there is no God but God, Carpe diem!

The future might be alone, I will shout! bright lights ahead

12:57am

It's 12:57am

sipping a cup of latte

do you find me dreadful?

It's 12:58am

under the blanket

am I useable?

It's hunting time

he said, chop it up, cover your face

I remember, cut it up

Famous Quotations

Words..how strong and weak they make me..mere words sewn together to create purpose, sometimes deliberate other times serve as thoughts dripped out loud.

I decided to go and hunt for strong quotes by famous people that influenced and moved so many people and helped change the world.

The one man in our living society whom I believe chooses his words carefully and beautifully is no other than Barack Obama. He has the gift of captivating his listeners.

I am yet to collect his moving speeches.

My current favorites include:

But fight we must; and conquer we shall; in the end. -Abraham Lincoln- US President

"And what about the cash, my existence's jewel?" -Charles Dickens- British Novelist

The omnipotence of evil has never resulted in anything but fruitless efforts. Our thoughts always escape from whoever tries to smother them. -Victor Hugo- French poet, novelist, playwright, essayist

What is it men in women do require?
The lineaments of Gratified Desire.
What is it women do in men require?
The lineaments of Gratified Desire.

-William Blake- British poet, painter, engraver

Raphael - Caravane (Vidéo)

Caravane

Raphael - Caravane

Because I have tears in my eyes
Because we will no longer hold hands
I am trembling too, like you,
Because I can't wait any more.

(Parce que j’en ai les larmes aux yeux
Que nos mains ne tiennent plus ensemble
Moi aussi je tremble un peu
Parce que je ne vais plus attendre)

It's just that one must go back on the road
It's just that night is drawing near
It's just that this world is spinning around
It's just that some day one will be punished.

(Est ce qu’on va reprendre la route
Est ce que nous sommes proche de la nuit
Est ce que ce monde a le vertige
Est ce qu’on sera un jour puni)

It's just that I crawl like a baby
It's just that I have run out of shirts
And it's the good Lord who makes us
And it's the good Lord who breaks us.

(Est ce que je rampe comme un enfant
Est ce que je n’ai plus de chemise
Et c’est le bon Dieu qui nous fait
Et c’est le bon Dieu qui nous brise)

It's just that nothing can happen
It's just that there must be some justice
I was born in this caravan
And we are leaving, come with me...

(Est ce que rien ne peut arriver
Est ce qu’il faut qu’il y ait une justice
Je suis né dans cette caravane
Et nous partons aller viens …)

Because I only have the skin I'm in
Because my bones will soon be in the wind
I was born in this caravan
And we are leaving, come with me.

(Parce que ma peau est la seule que j’ai
Que bientôt mes os seront dans le vent
Je suis né dans cette caravane
Et nous partons aller viens …)

The disappointment

The idea behind this post is pure and simple.

I was merely venting out my disappointment to the men that have been in my life.

I don't mean ALL of them, just a handful of men who in the past have treated me with such disrespect and I was beyond angry, boy I was disappointed with the choices of men I choose to be included in the chapters of my life.

I don't for one second regret what I've done in the past, looking back now I find my life, so far a rainbow, full of colorful stories, dark, bright, happy and sad, either way I would never ever trade what I've learned along the way.

I am misfortune. I am misery. I am mortified.

Tongue-tied in velvet, I long for sunlight.

For you are as deadly as the snake in the branch.

I hang my eyes to dry for you, every waking hour

You are dripping in cruelty, soaking in violence.

Your words carved torture in my heart, I bleed black.

I am swollen with hope, glitter unleashes the magical

Ah, I know, my voice is tragic and despairing

Queen of damp light dares not to look.

With inspired hands I beg

With careful eyes I cry

With you my love, I die

O, darling, my sweet love, answer me

you at least will not drink me dry

for I am no more than a shell of flesh

Bid your poison farewell and I evaporate

On A Mission

I am on a mission to get back on track with my weekly routine which include going to the gym 3 times a week, reading a book every day, scrubbing my body in the shower twice a week, use avocado hair treatment once a week and pilates twice a week.

There was a time in my life where I was doing all of the above on a weekly basis, I would say a year and 6 months ago. Yes.

I think the problem with me is that I get sidetracked so easily, or as I would say ever so gently (I am aware this makes no sense at all) and being the Gemini that I am, I simply am unable to stick to a routine, I mean when I first started this blog it was 6 years ago, yep! and I only managed to post a few writings here and there..I was a lot more hard on myself back in my high school years, writing every single day, now I'm just an old bum looking for a sad excuse. DO NOT pity me.

Just like right now, as I write this blog I am uploading a music video on YouTube, facebook chatting to a friend, listening to itunes and sipping a glass of water, distraction equals sidetrackion (yes, I just invented a new word)

Enough is enough, it's 2010, God and my friends know I ain't getting any younger, my wrinkles are begging for injections it is time to get back on track!

Anyways, BABY GOT BACK!!