Monday, February 08, 2010

The reason

I, for some reason ALWAYS seem to bump into people from the past whom I no longer keep in contact with. I really don't know if there is a meaning to this or simply because Melbourne is a small city after all.

These occasions tend to occur after I think about the person, yes every now and then I think of the people that have been in my life, and it strange how I eventually do end up meeting or bumping into that person.

Again, these occasions also tend to turn into an awkward situation, the whole "oh crap, he saw me looking at him, should I look away? should I smirk??" I can never seem to know what to do, nor anticipate what will happen next, however generally, the ending would be that I would simply look away, and pretend I didn't see him OR act like I'm having so much fun I didn't even notice him there.

To think he didn't know I caught a glimpse of him...ohh I bet every single time it happens the guy always noticed me too.

Now, I wonder if there is a reason behind this frequent occurrence, does this mean I should stop thinking about that person? I mean when I think of people it doesn't mean I want them back, I just wonder how they are doing, but I can't help but think if there is a reason behind it all??

Perhaps by seeing all these people I can get closure? but I already got my closure...ahhh!! I just don't get it!!!