Blank Stare..

I waited in the dark, damp corner upon your arrival.

Your breath is harder, your grip is tighter.

All she wanted was to be the soul survival.

Once again, you smirked, you really are a fighter.

One more blow, this time you aimed for her lips.

I saw her swallow her thick, warm blood.

Sweat drips as you enjoy staring at her bruised hips.

I swear I wish her tears would turn into flood.

The writing above is a vision I had this afternoon when I took a power nap.

Don't ask.

I woke up with a blank stare.

I woke up in sweat.

I was dripping in anger and frustration.

Say no to domestic violence.

Say no to cruelty.

Say yes to a daily smile.

Thunder!!

How quickly does life turn a frown into a freakishly wide smile..

Well.. I have gone from sadder than sad to double happiness!

I guess it's true everything happens for a reason..

"a dickhead is there to screw me over then the next twat comes and fuck my life over for the next cheating lying son of a hoebag to double fuck me over until well hello decent bloke, I haven't had you for awhile..this is awkward...but hey, it's a change, a nice one I may add!

So, the emotions running through my head and so-called heart go something like this...

I press fast forward to a brand new life

My God! how dare he lie and be so mean

Correct me if I'm wrong, that is his wife

No traces of sin, I thought he was clean

Once again, my heart is subject to change

He came along with magic in his pocket

I giggle every now and then I must be strange

Now I have something to keep in the locket

Poison Envy

Disappointed is how I'm feeling right now, I am disappointed with myself. I should have trusted my gut feeling. If there's one thing I learned, I learned to have faith in myself and what I think is right.

Lesson definitely learned. Good luck to me. Goodbye to you. fucker.

Bitter. My tongue is pale and thin.

Wrap me in sugar. Oh sweet taste of sin.

A smirk. I break. I bend. I fall for you.

A tear. I weep. I beg. I lied for you.

Poison. A mouthful of lies, a drop of shame.

Defeated. Truly a remarkable game.

A thief. A happy disguise. I was astray.

A fool. A naive being. I walked away.