Oh yes I'm back to my old habits... It only took me over a year to revisit this very sad blog. I used to love writing so much. I wonder why I never feel like I have time to write. Gone are the good ol' days where I would just drive to nowhere. Take my notebook and pen out and just start writing. Anyway I'm writing now!
I am confused. I am sad. I am happy. I am undecided. Most of the time I want the world to swallow my problem. I need to decide. Soon. For my own sanity. For my life.